I live each day in Hope and if I could,
I’d pray every minute of everyday that I could be with you
And I could spend each waking moment looking into your eyes,
and expressing my eternal love for you.
Each person that passes by,
My heart skips a beat
Any moment now,
I Hope it is You, and it is your face I look up at,
And hope it is your eyes I look into.
I know where to find you, yet my feet will not take me in that path.
The fear of the unknown,
The pain of rejection has anchored me to solid ground.
Another day goes by, and I return to my haven,
a recluse, where I can sit in despair
And yet that faint hue of hope,
that lies somewhere deep in my heart,
NO! Wait! Not in my heart, but in my soul,
That feeling of anticipation that flickers, sometimes,
like the flame of a candle
caught by an unexpected draft.
Another day begins, today my hopes are stronger,
What seemed like a faint shadow of your image,
Imbedded in my mind yesterday,
Today it is branded in my heart,
which only yesterday was an ‘abyss’
filled with the longing of your look.
Like a brook in search of a stream,
A lake in search of a river, a ship without a hull,
So is my LIFE, my LOVE, without you!
Riding the stormy waves, not losing sight of the calm horizon
I continue each day, waiting and hoping,
following the beam of light,
cast across the ocean by the Lighthouse, showing me the way…
The anguish and pain combined with ‘Hope and Faith
Of each new day, gives me reason to continue on
The path that leads me to you!
Anas my boo, I know we can’t be together right now, we’re just too far apart and I understand that but in my heart I feel that soon we will be in each other arms. I feel that we have shared more time together than we ever will and I know there are many more special occassions and moments in our lives that will surprise and bring us closer. Boo you are my soul mate and nothing, and no one else feels more right than you. I love you. God’s love has answered this prayer I’ve wanted and been almost too anxious for so long. I miss you more than words can say and my love will reach any distance and fly to be in your dreams and heart each evening that we can not be together. I physically long for you each day and will see you in my dreams, into our future together. I believe and have faith in you baby. You have imperfections just like everyone else, but that is why I love you. You make me laugh; you make me cry tears of joy. I truly could not live my life without having you to talk to and to confide in. You know more about me than anyone, you know my thoughts, and you know my heart inside and out. You have a way of making my heart skip a beat, and I want you and the whole world to know, that I love you boo, and I will be forever yours. Thank you for showing me what kind of love all women deserve. I love you with every part of myself. I love you selflessly, and I know I am nothing without loving you. I will wait for you always and I have loved you since the day I met you I swear. I had been hurt so much before. I didn’t think I even believed in that magic of love anymore, but you made me believe, without even knowing it. I know somehow we will be together always and I will one day be with you again. I look forward to nothing more than spending the rest of my life trying to make you as happy as you make me baby. I love you more than all words could ever try to say, and with this I end my love letter to you.
I will see you soon. I love YOU.