Watching you smile


Watching you smile,
my heart drops

Hitting the bottom,
decaying its prop

Gazing into your eyes,
the endless abyss

All flaws invisible,
intentionally missed.

Fludders from my heart
lift it back up

Locked into place,
stuck in in your art

A nervous wreck,
not really sure why

Wanting your smile,
I continue to try.

Feelings I thought lost,
found once more

Your love surrounds me,
stupendous galore

Without my presence,
but never alone

Needing your voice,
but not through a phone.

I have a picture of you,
scorched in my mine

Lost in the wilderness,
only for you to find

A compass
with no absolute direction

I look in the mirror
to see your reflection.

Winds blow with
the whisper of your name

Nothing in life
will ever be the same

Chiseled from the core,
out to the skin

Everything I want
to say seems too thin.

Adequately,
I explain my feelings

On and throughout,
I continue kneeling

I look in your eyes
for every moment of time

Everything about you,
I want to call mine.

I want you to love me,
give me a test

Tell me what you want
and I’ll do my best

I want your trust,
without a doubt

I’ve thought of you more times
than I can count.

Tell me you love me,
tell me you’ll stay

I promise you
I’ll brighten your each day

Put your lips close to mine,
take a deep breath

Now close your eyes
and I’ll do the rest.

♥ ♥ ♥ I   L O V E   Y O U   B O O
I   A L W A Y S   H A V E ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ I   A L W A Y S   W I L L

Yours and only yours forever and ever
~Anas Ahmed (Nanasss boo, Hubby Wubby)