If I Could Look to the Future

If I could look to the future,
I know what I want to see:

You and I standing there,
that it is meant to be.

The soft touch of you fingers,
as they slowly intertwine,

Our hands clasped together,
yours within mine.

Our hands holding each other,
as we walk in the park.

You draw closer to me
as it gets dark.

Your arm goes over my shoulder,
And I claim your jacket too.

You say anything that you have,
will all be given to me.

The feelings I get,
as I gaze into your eyes,

The brown reflections I see,
have me mesmerized.

The emotions I feel,
when I think of your love;

It is like pure relief,
as to Noah, the dove.

You have called forth,
beckoned my soul from beyond.

It’s return is hastened,
it yearns for this new bond.

You are infinite fodder,
for my starving heart,

Which thought it would die,
from it’s last part.

A part in which I was rejected,
cast off and called no more.

Your love has reawakened,
those things I’d felt before.

Your smile tells me,
the blackness will subside.

You offer a chance at life.
Can I walk in stride?

Will I allow myself,
to risk it all again,

In the name of your love,
can I ask myself to open?

Can I subject myself,
to a game more of chance?

Or will I let is slip away,
and not make a pounce?

I don’t know what I’d want,
I don’t know where I’d be,

If I ever thought at all,
that you didn’t love me.

That is something I never questioned,
at least, not until now.

But I must find an answer,
I must learn how.

How much do I love thee?
That is what I must know.

And when I have answered that,
Will we be able to grow?

I pray that I ask not in vain,
that I can act fast,

And seize the chance,
to make my life at last.

To sow the seeds of love,
between you and I.

And watch through the years
as we grow together and die.

I know you will take
guardianship of my spirit.

You’ve helped me so much,
but I’ve been to blind to see it.

Will my sight be restored in time,
soon enough to enjoy what you can give?

Or must I submit myself again,
to the resignation that it hurts to live.

If I could only look to the future,
and know what to do or say.

Then I can enjoy that walk with you,
on that very special day.

That walk in the park,
each others hand we are holding.

And so much more than that,
before, after, and during.

Until that day may come,
I will spend each night,

Asking for guidance in what to say,
doing what I hope is right.

So that we may be together,
if that is how it is meant to be.

And our love will last forever,
until the end of eternity.

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥ 

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Hunny Love)

My Sweetheart

Since I was a little girl

I made a prayer to God, 

That some day my soulmate

would come and be my love. 

I knew since the first day I met you

that you were sent from above. 

You have been my best friend,

my love, and the one I live for. 

You never let me down,

you always kept your shoulder

there for me to lean on. 

And now I will be there for you till I die,

and even when I die I will be your guardian angel. 

An angel who will help you at your worst

and hold watch over you. 

I loved you since the day we met,

I felt that firework burst inside. 

I never thought my dreams would come true, 

That is until I met you. 

For all the love in me is all in you, 

Thank you sweetheart for making my dreams come true.

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Milly Moo)

Love is…

♥ Love is beautiful…

…when you feel you might burst from the happiness that’s ravaged your bones and electrified your insides, all because you’ve fallen for the one who completes the beat of your heart and filled the emptiness of your hand.

♥ Love is lonely…

…when you’ve fallen for the far off one. Yet the distance only strengthens your resolve to love them with all that you possess.

♥ Love is calm…

…as your stubbornness rears and you want nothing more than to fight for what you believe to be right. But instead, you’re quite and respectful, smiling and breathing peace in to your trembling union.

♥ Love is frightening…

…when you’re fingering the ring in your pocket, unsure of the answer that will press from her lips. But you bend your willful knee anyway, ready to take a chance on the mighty calling your heart feels for hers.

♥ Love is tomorrow…

…when you wake with them on your mind, willing and able to do whatever it may take to bring your forever love happiness and fulfillment. For without their happiness, your own is left void.

♥ Love is a wrecker…

…when you realize what you are isn’t what’s best for the one you crave. But instead of grasping tight and harboring them for yourself, you smile the sad smile and release them to find the perfect forever from which you’d delayed them. And in your hearts of hearts, you know you’ve done that which is right.

♥ Love is salvation…

…when you’re lost within yourself, depressed and eaten with guilt, but by simply reaching out to the keeper of your human heart, you find forgiveness and redemption in their mercy.

♥ Love is always…

…because you know that without them, you’ll never be complete. Days and years and decades may crash around you but without them near your side, you will be left empty and without cause.

♥ Love is hopeful…

…because the possibilities are endless and with them, you can conquer it all.

Love Is You And Me

Together Forever

For All Eternity

… And I Love You

I Always Have

And I Always Will 

♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever, Camila Lima (Your Namorada )

Feliz Dia Dos Namorados

We started off as friends but soon after I started to see

that you were the one that are and will always there for me.

We fight and argue often but I still love you the same

so much even at one point I called someone else your name.

People say I’m crazy for staying with you but in all honesty

I know that the love we have is nothing but true.

With you I continue to change for better and for worse

just by simply realizing I had to let my guards down first.

You’ve taught me how to love and trust and be me

The day that we grow apart, I pray to God I never see.

Love is a battlefield and I know this is true so I am a soldier

and I will fight and continue to fight for no one but you.

Even though you and I have shed so many tears, I do not regret

anything and I know there will definitely be more throughout the years.

With us, the good has always outweighed the bad and

your shoulder is the one I continue to cry on whenever I’m sad.

You have given me what people wait a lifetime for,

your heart, true love, wisdom and so much more.

People say some love is rare and some love is kind

well I know for a fact that our love cannot be defined.

You love hard and so do I, so hopefully we will never say goodbye.

Crazy drama we endure but no matter what you continue to stay

that’s why I know your the one for me and I mean it when I say

I Love You Baby and last but not least, FELIZ DIA DOS NAMORADOS.

I love you ♥ ♥ ♥

I always have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I always and forever will ♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Milly Moo, Mimmy Wifey)

Meet Me In The Stars

As I am saying good night at the end of the day,
And you are not here, but many miles away,

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My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,
As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.

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I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,
But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.

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Suddenly I remember what you once said to me,
Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be.

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When distance tends to keep us apart, 
Remember I still hold you near in my heart.

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When the night together, can’t be ours,
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.

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Meet me in the stars, I’ll be waiting there for you.
With a bottle of wine and glasses for two.

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Just close your eyes and there you will see,
Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be.

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Remembering those words, I begin to smile,
And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles.

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I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged,
But you are not there, no hug to exchange.

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I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,
No longer wanting to be kept apart.

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Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears,
A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear.

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There is no question it is you that I see,
Waiting in the stars, just like you promised to me.

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You hold out your hand as you become near,
And put it in mine saying, “I miss you, my dear.”

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Suddenly there’s gentle music, filled with romance,
You gently pull me close, we begin to dance.

♥

Just meet me in the stars, that is where I will be.
A special place in the stars just for you and for me.

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Mimmy Wifey)

Even Though You Are Miles Away

When you wake up with the sunrise,
Do I linger in your dreams?

For when I hear the morning bird call,
I always see you here with me,

Even though you are miles away,
I can still taste your scented smell,

It sets the mood for my day ahead,
And I face it with a smile.

When you look into the mirror,
Who’s reflection do you see?

For when I brush my hair after rising,
You’re in the background, watching me,

Even though you are miles away,
I can still see your sparkling eyes,

The deepest of those purest eyes,
Steeped in a loving smile.

When you’re going through your day,
Do I turn up unawares?

For when my toil is getting me down,
I turn around and you are there,

Even though you are miles away,
I feel your presence close to me,

To sooth away my troubles
And chase away the misery.

When you go to sleep at night,
Do I lay there by your side?

For when I lay upon my bed,
I feel your body next to mine,

Even though you are miles away,
I can still feel your warm kiss,

Soft and silky, on my skin,
To remind me of the love I miss.

And when you look towards the future,
Can you wait to feel my arms?

For though I long to hold you tightly,
I guess I’ll take each day as it comes.

Even though you are miles away,
It seems those miles are drawing in,

And each day brings us a little closer,
To when I hold you in my arms again.

I Love you ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Mila Baby)

HAPPY 30 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

Our anniversary celebrates the day
When our heart’s found a love so true
I fell in love with you, my darling 
Before this heart of mine even knew.

♥ ♥ ♥

Love provided us with one another
Two tender heart’s became as one
The day I first felt your soft lips on mine
Is when a true love story had begun.

♥ ♥ ♥

I deeply love you with all of my heart 
So much more than I may ever say
You’re the man my heart truly loves
Much more deeper darling, everyday.

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You’re the raindrops upon my rose 
The intimate desires within my dreams
You’re the valley holding together
The love within my tender heart’s stream.

♥ ♥ ♥

On this special day together we share
My heart truly goes out to you
This endless love we have, darling
Will last us a lifetime through.

♥ ♥ ♥

HAPPY 30 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

Oh mi amor, once again we are celebrating this special moment, we are celebrating the day when we met. I wonder why you chose me and why you are with me. I know we’ve gone through so much. So many hard times but many more good times. We share the same things, we try to understand each other, even try to be there as friends, as soul mates. I even ask myself why you chose to ask me to marry you and I have no answers, only your love. As I look into your eyes I see how much you love me baby, I really understand how much you care about me. Yes, it took me this long to see that you do. We have both gone through so much in our lives; we’ve both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don’t ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else. I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you. I get upset because all I want are those times with you when we don’t have much. As we reach thirty months together, I see that I do want to spend my lifetime with you, to grow old together to the end of our time. You know boo, as the days go by, my love for you grows, and each day I thank God that I have you in my life. I know I get mad and upset and it is because my heart is so strong in love with you it scares me so much to be without you and like you said, it is the distance that is hurting me and not you boo, the times when I need a hug and I can’t have it that’s when my heart cries but I won’t loose faith in us, I know that the day when we will be together is coming soon and I know that the best years are yet to come. All I want is to take us away, away from the pain and just to share what we have with each other. Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you hold me, I feel safe. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can’t find the words other than I am happy we met and have stayed together after all we gone through. From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other’s arms. My boo, you are my world I am happy we never walked away from each other. Stay with me and see the world together. Take my hand as we walk through these pains to the sun shining on the other side where our life begins. I love you very much mi vida. Oh mi amor, I think it is crazy how I never thought that I would wake up one morning and have fallen in love. Every day I look at you and every day I think of you and it makes me happier and happier knowing that I can spend the rest of my life with you. I know I will never have to worry about losing you because I know that you will never leave me. I know it when I look in your eyes. Oh mi amor, I still remember the day when our paths crossed. I met on you on a busy night, it was Monday night THIRTY months ago. Since that first hello I knew we would be together but I didn’t know how, maybe as good friends, maybe something more but at that point I didn’t know exactly what you meant to me… but now I do. You are the light in my eyes boo, the happiness in my heart, and just the thought of you leaving me breaks me into small and countless pieces. So, on a day like today, do we promise to love each other through good and bad, for better or worse, until death do as part. And though we are not yet married, I will never break that vow. Also, I know you won’t because the day I met you was the day my life began. As the day fades away and slips into night, I find myself once again clinging to my prayers. Every night I pray to God that He will keep you in His arms. I pray that He keeps you out of harm’s way until we can finally be together. Just because we are not be able to see each other for a long time doesn’t mean we have to give up hope. If you really love someone, the time and distance apart should not make a difference. I can wait and I will wait for you for as long as it takes. I will wait for you. I wouldn’t care how long I would have to wait. I would wait forever if that’s what it takes! I love you, I feel the same way you do. I love you Anas. I have loved you for a very long time, and I don’t think I am going to stop loving you anytime soon. I just want to say that I love you and thank you for all the love and happiness you’ve brought to me. You know how hard things have been for me this last year and I know you have been through the same thing, but when I found you I knew I wasn’t alone and I did not feel alone anymore. You were there for me when no one else was or when no one else understood. That means more to me than anything. I am so lucky that I fell in love with such an amazing person like you. I love you. 

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and only yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Mimmy Wifey)

Happy TWO Years Of Love

It’s a rainy night, and I’m here in my room

Thinking of my man, and missing him a lot

He is so far away, so far that I can’t feel

But I can feel my love growing inside of me

I just want you to know, that you…

You’re my legs when I walk;

You’re my eyes when I see

Boo I know I hurt you, but you can still believe in me

I know I fail, I know I’m sorry,

I know I love, you need to try

I was born to be yours, you’re born to be mine

I just want you to know, that you…

You’re my voice when I speak;

You’re my sun when I wake up

Anas all I know is that I want to be with you,

And I need you and I love you

And you can still believe in me

I know I fail, I know I’m sorry,

I know I love, you need to try

I was born to be yours, you’re born to be mine…

I Love You

I Always Have

And I Always Will

Happy TWO Years Of Our Amazing Love!!!

I Still Believe That The Best Is Yet To Come.

♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Mimmy Wifey)

Forever and a day

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We met upon a moon lit night
under the beauty of a glamorous light.

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Stars were twinkling in the sky above
warm summer night we fell in love.

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Sitting there with you was a dream come true
something that I had always wanted to do.

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I hold your hand and look into your eyes
before I know it we both start to cry.

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The touch of your skin takes my breath away
I tell you I’ll love you forever and a day.

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Feel my heart as it starts to beat fast
pray to the heavens that this will last.

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A love that was born on a warm summer night
underneath the beauty of heavens own light.

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With a man so precious and tender to hold
I share a love more valuable than gold.

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To a love I want to spend the rest of my days
and show you I care in so many ways.

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I promise I’ll always be by your side
always be faithful with nothing to hide.

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Do all I can to make your dreams come true
anything it takes as long as I’m with you.

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The night has passed and our love has grown
you’ll be the most amazing man I’ve ever know.

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My heart beats faster as you take hold of my hand
you’re the only one that has ever made me feel like a woman.

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So I’ll treasure your love and keep it in my heart
we’ll live everyday like it was a new start.

♥

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So before this night ends I just want to say
I’ll love you forever and with you I will stay.

♥

Eu Te Amo

Sempre Te Amei

E Para Sempre

Vou Te Amar

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mimmy Boo)

You live in my heart

You live in my heart
Your face is so very clear
I wish to see you sweetheart
I know your love is very near

♥

You live in my heart
When I look at the ocean so far from me
You are out there somewhere that I can see

♥

I carved you name with mine,
On a tree where lover’s meet
I can hear your foot steps upon me

♥

You live in my heart, my love
I take you out now and again
You are my only sweetheart

♥

Come call me by my special name
I will not be far away
You are very dear

♥

You live in my heart
Your voice is tender and kind
If I never knew you

♥

There would be no sunshine 
I would wander without a purpose
I could not feel free

♥

You live in my heart
That is how it will always be
You are my true love
I am waiting for you, patiently

♥

I Love You

I Always Have

And I Always Will

♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Milly Moo, Mimmy Wifey)