If I Could Look to the Future

If I could look to the future,
I know what I want to see:

You and I standing there,
that it is meant to be.

The soft touch of you fingers,
as they slowly intertwine,

Our hands clasped together,
yours within mine.

Our hands holding each other,
as we walk in the park.

You draw closer to me
as it gets dark.

Your arm goes over my shoulder,
And I claim your jacket too.

You say anything that you have,
will all be given to me.

The feelings I get,
as I gaze into your eyes,

The brown reflections I see,
have me mesmerized.

The emotions I feel,
when I think of your love;

It is like pure relief,
as to Noah, the dove.

You have called forth,
beckoned my soul from beyond.

It’s return is hastened,
it yearns for this new bond.

You are infinite fodder,
for my starving heart,

Which thought it would die,
from it’s last part.

A part in which I was rejected,
cast off and called no more.

Your love has reawakened,
those things I’d felt before.

Your smile tells me,
the blackness will subside.

You offer a chance at life.
Can I walk in stride?

Will I allow myself,
to risk it all again,

In the name of your love,
can I ask myself to open?

Can I subject myself,
to a game more of chance?

Or will I let is slip away,
and not make a pounce?

I don’t know what I’d want,
I don’t know where I’d be,

If I ever thought at all,
that you didn’t love me.

That is something I never questioned,
at least, not until now.

But I must find an answer,
I must learn how.

How much do I love thee?
That is what I must know.

And when I have answered that,
Will we be able to grow?

I pray that I ask not in vain,
that I can act fast,

And seize the chance,
to make my life at last.

To sow the seeds of love,
between you and I.

And watch through the years
as we grow together and die.

I know you will take
guardianship of my spirit.

You’ve helped me so much,
but I’ve been to blind to see it.

Will my sight be restored in time,
soon enough to enjoy what you can give?

Or must I submit myself again,
to the resignation that it hurts to live.

If I could only look to the future,
and know what to do or say.

Then I can enjoy that walk with you,
on that very special day.

That walk in the park,
each others hand we are holding.

And so much more than that,
before, after, and during.

Until that day may come,
I will spend each night,

Asking for guidance in what to say,
doing what I hope is right.

So that we may be together,
if that is how it is meant to be.

And our love will last forever,
until the end of eternity.

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥ 

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Hunny Love)

HAPPY 26 MONTHS LOVE ANNIVERSARY


I dream of only you every night,

Loving you is all I know right,

Thinking of you all through the day.
From you a moment I cant be away.

The only one I want is you,
To you I will forever be true

Sitting right over here,
I want to feel you near.

It is just your hand
that I want to touch,

To tell you the words
“I love you so much”

I will not leave your side,
and won’t let my love hide.

There would be nothing between us
that I would ever hate,

And would gleam with happiness
on our every date.

I will make sure,
that you always smile,

No matter if I have
to run a thousand miles.

I would run to you
on your single call,

This I promise to you
I will never let you fall.

One look into your eyes,
stops my very breath,

One smile from you
fills my heart with wealth.

You’re so beautiful,
I will be very dutiful,

You are my one true love
Blessed to me from heavens above.

I will not let you down,
And will never let you frown.

I will never break your heart,
From you I shall never be apart.

It’s just your love that I seek,
For that I’d climb the highest peak,

When I see your face,
And When I see your smile,

Makes me realize
That my life is worth while.

I miss you so much oh sweet lady,
Without you, my life turns shady.

I want to tell you
How exactly I feel,

I will always protect you
I will always make you heal.

I cant wait to see that smile
As I see you walk down the aisle

That will be the day;
I will be born in a new way,

Bound to your heart,
in your life forever I would stay.

I just Love you now,
and will love you forever,

Just dreaming of your smile,
for ever and ever.

I will hold your hand,
and kiss it softly,

And will hold it against my eyes,
And will protect you gently.

I will thank dear god,
for blessing me with you,

For I know, I have found
my true love, which is only you.

HAPPY  L O V E  ANNIVERSARY

♥♥♥ I   L O V E   Y O U   B O O ♥♥♥
♥♥♥ I   A L W A Y S   H A V E ♥♥♥
♥♥♥ I   A L W A Y S   W I L L ♥♥♥

Yours and only yours forever and ever
~Anas Ahmed (Nanasss boo, Hubby Wubby)

ETERNAL LOVE

I wonder if I dreamed of you
if you would appear?

To make my nights full of love,
and always hold me near.

I wonder if I thought of you
if you would feel it in your soul?

Like two spirits in the universe,
who always seem to know.

Even if the stars went black
and the sun were to shine no more.

They could find their way to each other,
no matter how far the shore.

Safely in each other’s arms, 
to bid the rest of time.

Finding Eternal Love
so many seek to find.

Caring for each other
through the worst of storms.

Leaning on the arms of love
and never need anymore.

This is how I feel for you,
I’ve known it all along.

You are my one true love
My world… My heart… My soul!

Eu Te Amo

Sempre Te Amei

Sempre Vou Te Amar

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (your future wife)

To My One And Only Love

To a man who is very dear
I have no reason to ever fear
He holds me close by his side
And never has anything to hide 
For our love will never die.

My love, my companion and my best friend
Who I know will take care of me until the end
Because that is how our love began
And I would do it all over again.

You showed me something dear
Now I only wish you were near
However I do not want you to fear
For my love I will always be here.

My love, my companion and my best friend
I will love you until the end
And even at the end I will love you more
For you are the man I really adore.

My life was not complete
Until you swept me off my feet
Now I only have one thing to say
That will make your heart melt away
I love you Anas with all my heart
And therefore I hate when we part

My love, my companion and my best friend
My hero until the end
I will love, honor and cherish you 
And that I will never complain to do

This deployment has made us strong
Therefore we know where we belong
We laugh, argue and yes even cry
For there we have nothing to deny

My love, my companion and my best friend
Being your sweet wife is my title until the end
I will thank you over and over and over again
For giving me the best man there could have ever been

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always And Forever Will ♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima  (your future wife)

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

I always dreamed of the day I’d meet the one.
The day that my Romeo would sweep my away.

But I never thought it would actually be.
It was just a dream.

A fantasy so far off that would never come true.
I prayed that you would come.

That God would send the only one that I’d ever need.
The only one that would ever make me feel special.

So I waited.
I waited with hope.

Hope that I’d be given the gift
to love and to be loved.

And then that night in sweet December.
Oh, that day I’ll never forget.

It was when all my hopes,
dreams, and prayers came true.

The day when you left everyone just to be with me.
Why me? I had to ask myself.

Then I realized you were the one.
The one who would encourage me,
cherish me, and love me till the end.

You just can’t imagine the way you make me feel.
It’s a feeling I just can’t explain.

The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
Hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand.

I love the way you look at me,
and the way you make me smile.

I especially love the way you place your hands
around my waist and softly tickle until I get chills.

I just wonder if your hands could feel the butterflies
I get while they were there.

And I can’t forget your gentle kiss.
Your lips softly kissing my back.

I wanted that moment to last forever.
And your brown eyes.

Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts.
It all seems so perfect.

I can’t wait until we finally belong to each other.
The day we both say “I do”.

And the gift that we will exchange.
The gift we’ve saved our whole lives
to give that special one.

So forever you will be my one and only.
The one and only love of my life.

Oh my boo, when I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you mi amor. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I don’t know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock. Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can’t find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have gotten together after all we’ve gone through. I want to tell you that the love I have for you is never ending. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me. I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. Because YOU mi amor, you are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, my baby, my love, my best friend, my SUPER MAN…

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥

~ Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima  (your future wife)

You Are My Heart, My Hope, My Help

You are my heart, my hope, my help,
The passion that is me,
The whole of which I am a part,
My peace, my ecstasy.

You are my future, present, past,
My ship, my sail, my ocean,
The wind that brings me home again,
The home for every motion.

You live within me, yet I am
Without you all alone.
With you I am full of light;
Without you I am stone.

Is this foolish? Yes, perhaps,
But also it is true.
I think of life as something I
Can spend with only you.

Ah, my love! Love longs for such
Sweet celebrants as this!
Love is a burden and a joy,
Slavery and bliss.

This day of love come love with me,
Come sing with me my song.
Come be my man, and I
Will love you my life long, my love,
Will love you my life long.

♥ ♥ ♥ H A P P Y  

 ♥ ♥ ♥ 2 5  

 M O N T H S ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ O F   

L O V E  ♥ ♥ ♥

Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Lovey Dovey)

My Soul Mate

Sometimes we take for granted

the people in our lives

that mean the most to us.

I want to tell you how much

that you being in my life

does for me every day in so many ways.

Is there a way to put all the feelings 

I have about us in one small poem,

or can I only hope to intimate 

the role that our friendship 

Has played in my life?

I never imagined when we first met,

that someday you would be 

such an important part of my life.

That in my life full of uncertainties,

I could count on knowing

with unfailing certainty,

That you really are the person 

who knows me better than anyone else,

including all my faults and foibles,

and still loves me the way I am.

You understand more about

How I feel

How I think

How I react

How I handle the things in my life,

You just know

Even when I don’t give you much to go on

STILL YOU KNOW

You are one of the only people I can trust

to let see those secret places in my soul,

that most people will never see 

or even realize are there.

You know the difference between

when I am just blue and feeling overwhelmed,

and when my life is really falling apart.

You help me define those differences

And figure out the best way to get through.

But you are also 

the first person I want to call

when something good happens.

When I write a new poem

I want to read it to you,

When I have a new idea

I want to share my creativity,

with the person who has always had faith in me

even when everyone else couldn’t see those things in me.

You have loved me unconditionally

in spite of all the mistakes I have made with my life.

You found a way to forgive me

for what I put you through,

because you know a lot of it

Was just my pain

blinding me to everything else.

I know you have felt that same pain

just in different ways,

so you really do understand

many times when others don’t.

You are the best friend I never had

A true soulmate who shares

so many of my hopes and dreams.

You know when you need me

I will be there for you

and that I am stronger than you think.

I never want our relationship to feel like a burden 

that you must carry alone.

We have gotten through a lot

on our journey together so far,

and I always want to share the load

So we can make it lighter for each other.

You are the best friend I have ever had

and I value the hours we have spent

both laughing and crying together.

But the thing that I thank God for

Every day of my life

Is that He gave me a wonderful loving man like you.

I Love You ♥ ♥ ♥

I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always Will ♥ ♥ ♥

Mein Tumse Pyar Karti Hoon

Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Your Meri Jaan, Mila Boo, Lovey Dovey)

What you are to me


You’re the sun
that warms my face

You’re the winds
that embrace

You’re the calmness
the ocean sound brings

You’re the beauty
of flowers in the spring.

You’ve given me hope
when I didn’t have any

You’ve given me forgiveness
that I didn’t deserve

You’ve given me more
than I could ever ask for

You’ve given me so much love
And ready to give me more.

You’re my very best friend
my soul mate to the end

You are the love of my heart
I know we will never part.

So if you ever need me
Know that I’ll be there

I want you to know I love you
the way you have loved me

I want you to know
how much I care.

No matter where we go
or what we do

I’ll spend the rest of my life
Showing how much I love you.

♥♥♥I LOVE YOU BOO♥♥♥
♥♥♥I ALWAYS HAVE♥♥♥
♥♥♥I ALWAYS WILL♥♥♥

Yours and only yours forever and ever
~Anas Ahmed (Nanasss boo, Your Man)

My Reason To Smile

After I stopped believing
that love could ever be real.
Giving up on what I knew,
I thought my heart wouldn’t heal.

To me love was just a game,
a game that I could never win.
Losing everything I had,
everything that could’ve been.

Then here you come into my life
changing the thoughts in my mind.
Bringing me to a new start
leaving all my pain behind.

You’re the reason that I write,
brand new poems of true love.
You’ve given me the things I need,
everything that I’ve dreamed of.

You showed me how to love again,
the things I lost; in you I found.
You gave me a reason to smile,
you said I had no need to frown.

I will forever be grateful
for everything you have to give.
All the happiness I needed,
and another reason to live.

Every time I hear your name,
a smile forms across my face.
A new feeling…everlasting,
that I know nothing can replace.

I’m so thankful that I have you,
you’re there when I need you most.
I don’t want anything else,
I just want to hold you close.

I know you’ll stay right by my side,
and walk with me that extra mile.
Your love is my reason to live,
and you are my reason to smile.

I Love You I Always Have ♥ ♥ ♥

And I Always And Forever Will ♥ ♥ ♥

Yours and ONLY yours forever and ever, Camila Lima (Mila Boo, Lovey Dovey)

I wish the time could stand still


I think of the love that we share
Makes me realize how much you care,

Your smiling face your warm embrace
Mean the world to me.

The touch of your hand on my face,
Your true love is full of grace.

You touched my inner most feelings,
Like you did from the begining.

So much love, you opened my eyes,
and for me such a beautiful surprise,

We walk down the hill hand in hand
I think of flower blossoms all around.

My love for you is so honest and true,
I feel I am flying and left the ground.

I Know that dreams do come true,
Cause I have been blessed by you.

As I look at your beautiful face,
I wish the time could stand still,

How I love you my darling,
I always have and I always will.

♥♥♥I LOVE YOU BOO♥♥♥
♥♥♥I ALWAYS HAVE♥♥♥
♥♥♥I ALWAYS WILL♥♥♥

Yours and only yours forever and ever
~Anas Ahmed (Nanasss boo, Hubby Wubby)