Camila Lima ♥ Anas Ahmed
FOREVER AND BEYOND
I would like to share my story of my love which will be the only love story of my life. This story might seem a lil odd to a few of you but to those who know what true love is, will surely love it. It’s a love story like no other. This story is about a love so pure, so true, and so strong, that no distance can separate. This love story is about me and the love of my life.
Name: Syed Anas Ahmed
Location: India (Hyderabad)
About the angel (the love of my life):
Name: Camila Lima Santos
Location: Brazil (Sao Paulo)
A few months ago, as usual i was sitting online doing practically nothing, just browsing and searching people and doing some other stuff on a social network where something on my screen stopped me for a minute. Like a bolt of lightning passed through my body but this lightning bolt was not painful but joyful and amazing (i m not able to find the exact words to state the feeling )… i found a profile of a girl. Without waiting for a second i sent an add request wondering is she would ever accept it. But to my surprise i saw it accepted with a message in my inbox “hey, how r u?”. When i saw that message a light started to glow in my eyes. it took me 2 more days just to reply because i was thinking if she would like me ( i am a shy kinda guy and i am not embarrassed to admit it ). Finally i replied her in Spanish “hola amigo… como estas?”(Cause i thought that spanish was the language spoken in Brazil .. i should have checked wiki ) heheh any ways we started mailing each other, and on a very very luck day ( 7th december to be exact ) i was online and the same time as she was and we spoke for hours. That day i knew that some thing so special has began that nothing else in this world seemed to be even close to special. it was a begining of our friendship.
Since that day on we spoke every day for hours. We exchanged cell numbers and used to sms each other as well….untill the time when she got a sick and she was at the hospital and we were not able to talk but just sms. at that time when she was in the hospital, i felt that something inside of me was missing, my heart was not able to beat the was it used to, i felt like i was not able to breathe. That was the time when i realized that I was falling in love with her. a week later she got back home and we started talking to her the same way we used to before she got sick. i dint tell her how i felt about her, that i was madly in love with her cause i was afraid. Little did i know at that time that she also was falling in love with me at the same time.
Every month we celebrated our friendship monthsary (7th of every month) in a very very special way. just 2 days before our 6th monthasary (5th june 2010, 11 am my time), the sweetest day of my life, my sweetheart said the most beautiful words i could ever imagine – ” i love you “, fireworks started all around me, i felt i grew wings on me and i could fly, i waited for 2 mins wondering weather i was dreaming or is it reality. Then i told her “EU TE AMO” (which means I LOVE YOU in Portuguese). We fell madly in love with each other and since then till today and forever for all our life and eternity, and beyond we will love each other more than anyone has ever imagined or ever can, and more than anything in this world.
We give each other nicknames, we watch movies together (in a secret way), singing every night for each other to sleep, in short we make every moment special. When I look into her eyes, I see the love she has for me, the way she smiles and the way she looks into my eyes, I just want that moment to stop right there so that I can spend the rest of my life in that very moment. Each and every moment of the day I think about her, thinking what she might be doing, what is the thing she might be looking at, in short… I think about her all day. I just cant stop thinking about her, or the better way of saying is that I want to think only about her all day, that’s all I want to do all day, and that’s all I can do all day. What I want to say is that I LOVE HER MADLY, and no matter what I will love her forever and ever for all my life for the rest of time and for all eternity, I cannot live without her. She completes me, without her there is not me. My arms were made to hold her, the gaps in between my fingers where made to be filled by her finger, my eyes closed or open just to see her, my ears only to hear her voice which is the sweetest song to me, my heart beats only for her, in other words, I was made for her and only her, I belong to her and so is she, made for me. I live to love her. And till the day my heart beats for the last time, I will love only her no matter what.
A few of you might still be thinking… is this guy for real?? Let me tell the ones who’re thinking so, that the way Camila and I love each other is more real than anything real in this world, more real and true and any one of you has every felt. There is no distance measurable in the world than can separate us. Me and Camila might be two people, but our hearts beat as one, and our souls live as one. EVEN THE WORD ‘LOVE’ CANNOT EXPLAIN THE FEELING WE HAVE FOR EACH OTHER!
Now a few words for my love:
Some times I can’t find words enough to show you how much I love you, how much I need you and how much I will always love you. Baby you are my everything, I might have told you this a lot of times but I will never get tired of telling this to you forever. I need you more than I need air to breathe, I need you more than I need my heart to beat, you are my happiness, I need you more than anything in this world, actually you are ALL I need. You are the only one for me baby, baby you are my dream come true, you are the purpose of my life, the reason for my existence. I will always love you; I will always be there for you. I’ll be your strength when you are weak, I’ll be your strength, I’ll be the shoulder you need when you want to cry and I will be the one to wipe your tears dry. Milly baby I want you to know that I dedicate my life to love you, to protect you, to make you happy, to making your every wish, your every dream, your every fantasy, everything you can think about come true. I LOVE YOU MI VIDA, more than words can say, more than minds can think, more than any heart can ever feel love. Baby I want to spend the rest of my life holding your hand and walking this road. No matter what lies ahead, no matter the weather, no matter how strong the storm, baby I will never let go of you… I PROMISE.
You are all I need, all I want, all I have, all I desire, baby you are my EVERYTHING. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME. I BELONG TO YOU, I HAVE WRITTEN MY LIFE IN YOUR NAME BABY.
I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER FOR ALL MY LIFE, FOR ALL THE REST OF TIME, FOR ALL ETERNITY, AND BEYOND
ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I AM WITH YOU, HOLDING YOUR HAND AND WATCHING THE MOON WITH YOU, NO MATTER THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US, MY HEART AND MY SOUL IS WITH YOU BABY (BELONGS TO YOU ACTUALLY)
I LOVE YOU MADLY BABY
Yours and only yours forever and ever
~Anas Ahmed (Animoo, Kookoo’s Moomoo, baby, honey, monkey in the zoo, puppy, booboo, babyman )