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I Miss You So Much

Anas, mi vida, in the morning when I wake up and I open up my eyes, I feel an aching in my heart that’s when I realize how much I really miss you and long to have you near. My heart is filled with sadness, and my eyes are filled with tears. At different times throughout the day, I find I’m missing you. And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, maybe you miss me too. I miss you when I am walking, when I’m in there all alone. And when I want to hear your voice, and call you on the phone. When I check my e-mail and find there’s nothing there. I can’t help it that I worry, and I put you in my prayers. I think by now it’s safe to say, that I miss you very much, and my heart will never be the same if you leave me. You don’t know how bad I need you here with me, I need you more than anything more than I need to breathe. Being without you its like my heart was put on hold. How do I stay warm without you to hold me tight, I wish I was in your arms and everything was right. When I’m with you my body becomes weak, I want to say how much I need you but its really hard to speak. I get this amazing feeling from my head down to my toes, I can’t explain it I’m like the only one who knows. I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel, but words can’t explain it this feelings just to real. I miss you so much and I cant wait to see your face, cause when were together my heart begins to race. When I’m with you its like no one can get in my way, even when were apart I think about you all day. Thank you so much for always being there for me. When I first talked to you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn’t want ever. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A man so charming and gentle, with a heart so true. You’ve survived your life with me by your side. I told you I’d never leave because of the feelings I have inside. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what do I do when we’re alone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. Standing between us, holding us back and allowing us to feel. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but always remember what I have said. Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems. Mi vida, I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring. You’ve changed my life, Ani. You’re the only friend who gives my heart some excitement and thrills. When I’m with you I feel like I’m out of control! You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear. When I’m with you, I feel no fear, not even a single one. If you go I’m scared I’m going to lose you. You’ve changed my life I can’t lose you now. You’re my best friend everything to me. Been there when I didn’t even seem to care. Helped me out when I was in doubt. Making me stronger when I felt weak. Through good and bad whatever you go through I will go through with you. No matter what happens I care about you I will never forget you! I will always remember the times we spent together, the times you helped me out, the memories we have, the way you took away my frown and made it a smile. You showed me that not everyone lies,  It’s okay to be myself and not anyone else but most of all you helped me to be me, helped me to believe in things again. Having you as my friend has helped to mend my heart, my heart which has been broken and hurt many times. Thank you for helping my happiness, my smile and me! Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so, the feelings I feel for you I am never letting go. Remember me always and I will too. I will always think of me and you.

~ Mila (MillyMoo)

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